Change is hard

We can't simply change a human ..
Like i said is hard .
But i really want her old her ..
Not the "now" her ..
Nope , actually i don't wan her .
I don't want to be close to her ..
She is making my life miserable , honestly ..
In my mind saying , 3 more yrs . Just wait .
Don't say i mean , she just treat me , only me differently .
Don't know why .. She said she don't like me as in my attitude .
But i think she HATES me . I can feel .
I wish she can feel how i feel too . (:
And she haven't ans my question .
What did i do to make her don't like me that much
and making her to keep on say my bad things to our friend ?
I really want to know so that i can change or maybe not . :P
And do you realize I've been repeating bout this topic for a few times ?
This means my heart really hates her , not don't like her ..
Now i know the ans to myself .
I'm feeling evil now . >:D